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STILL CRYING
(Verse 1)
as the multitude of people; gather around,
speaking in silence, waiting for something;
confused by what you are;
you dont want it this way, you'd rather burn in hell;
thoughts of death, hiding behind your smile,
you only regret, being able to love;
so cry your self to sleep,
remembering all the stories...
of people...just...like...you
and the end, is the most painful part,
you cant do this, you dont want to be like them;
(Chorus)
So wake up and take control of your life,
dont let your self be burned again,
Just let go of all your pain,
let it all....fade away.....
(Verse 2)
Forgotten wounds, brought back by words,
forcing your self, to fall behind;
no treatment for your all your scars,
you'll bleed forever...bleed forever-
the blood thats cold, so cold it burns,
and when you cry, its this same liquid,
forcing your self to be what you hate
and when you want to die,
its your tears
keeping you hear forever,
screaming for the end,
(chorus)
So wake up and take control of your life,
dont let your self be burned again,
Just let go of all your pain,
let it all....fade away.....
(Bridge)
This forbidden love, causing aversion in many souls;
is leaving you wishing...to die...
hungry for acceptance, misguided from your direction,
the end will come
sooner than
you know...
(chorus)
So wake up and take control of your life,
dont let your self be burned again,
Just let go of all your pain,
let it all....fade away.....
(Your crying, your crying, your crying again)
(chorus)
So wake up and take control of your life,
(Your crying, your crying, your crying again)
dont let your self be burned again,
(Your crying, your crying, your crying again)
Just let go of all your pain,
(Your crying, your crying, your crying again)
let it all....fade away.....
(Your crying, your crying, your crying again)

- Luke, 15
Submitted 1 June 2006

 
  (UNTITLED)
  wake up from my dream reality stands still,
too many lies cant even tell whats real,
all these thoughts forced against my will;
you try to tear me down but your forcing me to build;
use to have strength but i fought you too many times,
used to have love but i left it behind,
i used to have hope;but now i dont,
cuz your breathing all my air and making me choke;
gaspin for air, screaming for a break,
too much on my shoulders and i cant take the wieght,
what you make, is what i am,
want me to do actions you know i cant,
cant, you say i shouldnt say it,
if i could do this, i would...GOD DAMNIT
you seem to be full of desperation,
i dont fail that much its an exageration,
on a path to a unknown destination,
your brutality is my inspiration,
think what you want i have nothing to prove,
little to lose, all because of you;
nowin a whirl wind doubting my self,
ill put it on the line just to get help;
every new barricade adds more emotion;
swim or sink but forbidded from floatin.

- Luke, 15
Submitted 1 June 2006

 
  LOVE OF PAIN
  dont ask me why, but i love to see people in pain,
whether pain in the body or pain in the brain,
to make myself happy, ill stab you in the back,
when you start crying, ill start to laugh,
cause when you have pain, you loose some of your strength,
your strength comes to me and i wont be so weak,
im like a parasite, i get my energy from everyone els,
cuz im too afraid, to get it from my self,
i got mine locked away, so deep inside,
so ill steal yours cause it isnt locked as tight,
your tears cure my depression, so please fucking cry,
if your death would save me, would you want to die?
pour out your blood because it gives me life,
take your self be my sacrifice,
even if you love me your still gonna hate this,
if you dont give your life then im gonna take it...

- Luke, 15
Submitted 1 June 2006

 
  FADE
  Your eyes watching me i can feel your gaze,
turning invisible wont speak a work; trying to fade.
i see you smile when you make me feel useless;
you take the exact same words; speak and reuse it.
i shut my ears just like you close your eyes,
you cant see me and i cant hear your lies.
but i can see you i dont have to fake it,
i see every move you make before you even make it.
its unstoppable, i have a comeback for every comment,
mess with me and ill leave you dead in a coffin,
if you want a story youll have to go through a storm,
if you want to teach you'll first have to learn,
everything you say makes me hate myself more and more,
the higher i climb, the harder i'll hit the floor.
dont put labels on me, i alrdy put em on my self,
my soul in a box packaged straight to hell.
i can see how your disgusted by everything i do,
i dont think you realize that i hate it too.
and when you sent me all the blame, it drives me insane, cuz i dont want it
this way, i just wanna change...
im sick of you acting like i dont mean shit,
what part of "i cant help it" dont you get?
you said it would be so easy to change my thoughts,
i believed you for a while, i tried, failed, and stopped,
if its so easy please show me how,
what r u waiting for change me now,
untill you can help, youll have to accept me,
cuz im the person who im regretting

- Luke, 15
Submitted 1 June 2006

 
  DO I EVEN HAVE A CHANCE?
  i see you from a far, i cant help but to lustfully stare,
i notice every little detail, i notice every strand of hair,
you dont seem to notice me, your gainging speed so fast,
i wish you'd slow down so this moment could always last.
You notice me, your eyes catch my glance,
you keep staring at me, i feel like i have a chance...
time stands still, i love looking into your eyes,
you make me pure, you rid me of all my lies
is it really love? hard to tell, our hearts are young,
even if you dont love me, my love for you is strong...

- Luke, 15
Submitted 1 June 2006

 
  I DONT HAVE A CHANCE
  i couldnt wait, i wanted the time to count down,
once the bell finally rang i was searching all around,
when i saw your face i smiled on the inside,
but you didnt see me, you made me wish that i would die

- Luke, 15
Submitted 1 June 2006

 
  ALL I CAN DO IS CRY
  the shadows move close as the memory fades in,
what i did in my past is the thing im mostly hatin,
slit my wrist, cut my self, wishing to die,
so much guilt, all i can do is fucking cry...
self hate, no love, you know i understand,
if i cant love myself, dont expect you can
labels and prophets, all come true,
everything i deny, i now wish to do...

- Luke, 15
Submitted 1 June 2006

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