Im 18 and I love young boys (11-16). I go out with a boy 15 yo at this moment and he loves to be with me, we have been together since I was 13. He is very cute and loving, but Im very scared that someone will notice something. We have the same friends and some know about us since we have been around other guys but Im scared that someone will say something to someone else.
I really dont know if I should continue this since I know that once he is older than 17 or so I will not like being with him since Im always looking at younger boys and sometimes some of the boys look to me as a friend.
Im scared since its very easy for me to find boys I like, maybe because I look like Im around their age, but what will happen once Im not so young looking?
Im very confused about everything and I really dont like that part of me. When I was younger I even thought about it when they were my age...
Please give me some advice. I also look at pictures online of boys 11-16 but I stopped since I was scared that someone could find out or know that I read stories about boys. Im even more scared of that.
But I know I will always like young boys.